CROSSFIT TOTAL
As with most things, you have good days and bad days and...well today was definitely a bad CrossFit day for me.
As a measure of progress, every three months we test benchmarks for our 1 Rep Max in 1) Back Squat, 2) Standing Overhead Press (Shoulder Press), and 3) Deadlift. We are allowed 3 attempts to lift the most weight possible in each lift. The highest weight of each lift is added together to come up with what is called:
The CrossFit Total.
My last Total was: 1) Back Squat = 195, 2) Shoulder Press = 80, 3) Deadlift = 230 TOTAL= 505
I came into this Total feeling unprepared because I haven't been training or lifting very heavy for the last few months. I slacked off over the summer and then injured my knee when I started back, so my training has been spotty.
I wanted to employ some strategy and decided that I would warm up for each attempt with low reps and a fairly low weight. Then I would attempt a PR on my first lift. This way I wouldn't tire myself out with warm-ups and attempts. I would go straight for a PR and then if I failed, I would drop it down to just over my previous 1RM which would feel lighter than my first attempt.
This worked great for my
Back Squat. I warmed up to 165 and then took my first attempt at 200. I was so close, but failed. I tried again for 200 and I hit it! I was so stoked! I already had a PR in my pocket and one more attempt left so I went for 210 and failed. But that was OK because I already hit a PR. Success!
On to
Shoulder Press, ugh. My Achilles' heel. This is my weakest lift because it's pure muscle strength - my upper body strength is my weakness. I warmed up with 55, then 65, and then 1 Jerk at 105. To PR, I went for 85. Fail. Dropped to 82. Fail. Yikes, had only one attempt left and felt like I needed to at least tie my last 1RM. Went for 80. FAIL. I failed all three attempts!!!!
Deadlift. I had it in my head that I wanted to hit 240. So I warmed up to 195 and went for 240. Big fail. I could not budge it at all. Now I was worried so I dropped it down to 230 so I would at least tie my previous 1 RM. Failed. Wow, now I only had one attempt left, and I was too prideful to go any lower so I attempted 230 again. FAIL, FAIL, FAIL!
Needless to say at this point I felt like, well, a F-A-I-L-U-R-E!
Now my elation over getting a back squat PR turned into a major deflation of my ego. Not exactly what I had hoped for going into this.
What now? After taking a day or two to lick my wounds, I analyzed what went wrong and came up with some thoughts:
- Recommitment. If you want results, you have to work hard for them. I obviously haven't been working hard enough. I decided to recommit to setting goals and working towards them.
- Strategy. A blanket strategy did not work for all 3 lifts. What worked great for my back squat, let me down on my other two. I decided that with shoulder press being my weaker lift, I needed more warm-up sets than I allowed myself. And dead-lift? Definitely need to warm up to it. My strategy needs to be tailored to my strengths and weaknesses.
- Humility. This goes hand in hand with recommitment and then strategy. Did I really think I could walk into this unprepared and hit PRs? I should have been more realistic and worked up to hitting my previous 1RM and then worried about a PR. My ego dictated my strategy and cost me in the end.
So I now have 3 months to work hard and try to redeem myself. Let's hope that my next CrossFit Total ends up being a good day :)